i'm not saying i have it the worst, but man this sucks ass

try living with a alcoholic step father who thinks hes god almighty man of the house, when really he does sweet fuck all and just drinks golfs and orders us around

try living with a border-line alcoholic overly self sacrificing mother who thinks we take her for granted becuase our rooms are cleaned to perfection always. Who gets mad at us because our priorites arent in the same order as hers. Who makes us feel like shit becuase she has to do this she had to give up that and that she gets not time to herself. News flash mom, any idea how much i've given up to babysit, how much i'm falling behind because i have to clean up, how many times people just leave their shit around and i have to pick it up. Dont act like i do nothing becuase without me, you'd be fucked.

Try living with a family who cannot stand eachother, who only stay together before no one has the courage to leave. Who can't get anything right becuase they all think they are the victim. I'm not saying i'm a saint here at all, i mess up a lot too.

Try living with youself, knowing that this is what your six year old brother has grown up in, and is stuck in. Knowing that this is the same kind of damage that you have only more permanent, because he can't leave yet.